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Good Thoughts Only :)

by Guinevere Tully

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1.
make me young make me young give me reason to sing this song let some poor soul hum along learn from where, I went wrong I've got growths all across my body I've got blood vessels in this frame And I know, yeah I know these thoughts shouldn't drive me insane but they do- oh, it does and I'm thinking it's because all those things I thought I was got muddled with what I've become Do I come across too pessimistically? I know "myself" is a beautiful thing to be Life looks down with sincerity and yells "mostly great, but sometimes pain" that's fine !(?)
2.
Red Hot 01:18
u red hot iron handle melting into my clenched fist I said "I think that's about as much as I can handle" "But, this is the best for us both!" you hissed "And I've been told that when u go, you'll be missed" I've been running on spite for the past six years or so and you know how that goes! Like yeah, it works, but I'm bitter and I'm getting worse But I can cry now that's a first But nobody told me... eh... (eh..) u red hot iron handle melting into my clenched fist I said "I think that's about as much as I can handle" "But, this is the best for us both!" you hissed And I know damn well that when u go, you'll be missed
3.
I wanna have my cake and to eat it too and wake up every morning next to u I wanna have ur hands on my chest again I wanna feel like I'm at my best again So I'm tryna get my hands on some estrogen I wanna have my cake and to eat it too like when it starts to rain but the sky stays blue I wish that we could make out on the front yard I'll handle the embarrassment it's not that hard I've been taking baths of lavender, hyacinth, and honeysuckle in hopes that their qualities will diffuse and I can be sweeter to u can I be a flower, pressed into the chapters of ur life? I'm just worried You'll handle me improperly
4.
White Noise 00:35
razor blades in my throat, spit them out and I start to choke sometimes I see humanity in your eyes but most times it's just violence, it's white noise or police sirens, doo doo doo doo doo doo do do
5.
old man asks me why the kids are tired when he didn't sleep til he was 30 "I don't know what to tell you, man it's not like I don't get enough sleep but when I'm awake, all I do is worry responsibilities weigh down on me like an anvil on my chest I just need to lay down, close my eyes, and get some rest. I wanna visit family communicate naturally I keep saying I'll do these things when I have the energy I'm just so tired, always I'm just so tired, always I'm just so tired, alwaaaays Some days I wake up, aching to be someone else not that there's much wrong with being myself at the risk of sounding ingrateful, I just fear my wants are insatiable I'm just so tired, always I'm just so tired, always I'm just so tired, alwaaays I'm just counting down the days til this life don't feel quite the same and I'm not so used to disappointment that when a good thing comes my way I don't expect for it to change just blow up in my face or sit around and wait wait for it to decay I got so used to disappointment that when a good thing comes my way I don't expect for it to stay at all"

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released March 4, 2021

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Guinevere Tully Virginia

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ekkoastral.bandcamp.com

D.C. (Well, Virginia, but u know how it is)

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